to stay or not to stay?
Thursday, August 23, 2007
bingung bingung bingung! as the finish line draws even closer, i still cant figure out "what on earth am i gonna do NEXT?". Current plan's going back to indo for good and looking for a job there or in nearby Asian countries (read: Singapore or Malaysia). But then, as my buddies here getting more determined than ever to keep me stay in the state, I started to get shaken. "Should I give it a go?" asked myself. True that there are much more job opportunities here than back in Indo. But it's also true that I will have to compete with heaps of graduates who come from the same education background and prolly with much better qualification than mine, ga pede. It's pretty much like gambling I should say. On one hand, I toss a die hoping that a good job with a big-fat paycheck would come. On the other hand, that die might turned to be such a waste of time if that job is unlikely to come. Buang buang waktu, duit, tenaga dan pikiran *sighs*. Ya Allah, give me Your guidance and lead me to the way with Your ridha, amin.

INNE ssstt.... |