Sunday, November 05, 2006
Insyaallah in a year time, a title of Bachelor of Commerce (Accounting & Finance) will be there, takes its place right after my name (panjang aja tuh title). Yes, that time's coming soon. Real soon. It's more than the time when i'll be posing my bestEST pose wearing the graduation dress (poto akan dipublikasikan ASAP, lulus aja blom!). It's a Gate to A New Life. Serem. I've never befriended with uncertainties, never will. And yet, there's heaps of'em lying ahead the gate. There's no way but to fight against them. The thing is, am I capable enough to fight? I consider myself chicken when it comes to 'the new world'. I do love being in my comfort zone, well who doesnt anyway?!
Terbiasa ngejalanin hidup yang well-planned dan slalu dapetin apa yg dia mau, bikin Inne jadi borangan* sama after-uni life nanti. Self dependance is the issue. No more mama papa kaka om tante dan teman2 involve. Semuanya sendiri. Decision yang harus diambil juga bukan yang cemen2 lagi and fyi, sometimes making a decision ain't my thing. How am I gonna survive? Been thinking to runaway from such a life by taking a further degree in my studies. Tapi kalo gitu, kapan nikahnya??!! hehehe. Dari smua altertanive yang pernah pop up in mind, sepertinya alternative yang ini paling suit me best, insyaallah. Abis lulus, balik Indo for good, cari kerja, while taking a CPA program. Tapi tidak tertutup kemungkinan kalo tiba2 ada yang mengajukan 'proposal' rencana tersebut akan di adjust, ssaaaahhhh (kebelet mode ON) hahaha. Smoga alternative ini jadi yg terbaik dan smoga ga bakal ada penyesalan di kemudian hari, amin.
*penakut dalam Bahasa Sunda
INNE ssstt.... |
Terbiasa ngejalanin hidup yang well-planned dan slalu dapetin apa yg dia mau, bikin Inne jadi borangan* sama after-uni life nanti. Self dependance is the issue. No more mama papa kaka om tante dan teman2 involve. Semuanya sendiri. Decision yang harus diambil juga bukan yang cemen2 lagi and fyi, sometimes making a decision ain't my thing. How am I gonna survive? Been thinking to runaway from such a life by taking a further degree in my studies. Tapi kalo gitu, kapan nikahnya??!! hehehe. Dari smua altertanive yang pernah pop up in mind, sepertinya alternative yang ini paling suit me best, insyaallah. Abis lulus, balik Indo for good, cari kerja, while taking a CPA program. Tapi tidak tertutup kemungkinan kalo tiba2 ada yang mengajukan 'proposal' rencana tersebut akan di adjust, ssaaaahhhh (kebelet mode ON) hahaha. Smoga alternative ini jadi yg terbaik dan smoga ga bakal ada penyesalan di kemudian hari, amin.
*penakut dalam Bahasa Sunda
INNE ssstt.... |
